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everything that’s real is scary cut me up for two weeks and then leave everyday a brand new terror beckons me to hell to watch me burn just one word's enough to make me convince myself that i cannot breathe catatonic strangulation psychosomatic delusion for three years, nothing’s changed my brain tries to kill me all my plans, all my dreams turn to shit, collapsing “Honey, your lungs are fine” i can’t breathe, tell me why bite the blade, so much shame jealous eyes turn to gray please tell me why can’t I breathe? :3
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is this all i'll become? a page torn by impressions i am nothing if not everyone that i’ve met every thing you’ve said i can’t live for one more day in this body full of hate i stare at you with my eyes bloodshot while you cut my skin, i’m splayed open for you to pick apart reduce my body to dust don’t ask me to explain anything reduce my body to dust don’t ask me to explain myself to you i won’t become i won’t become what haunts my dreams waking up in strange places tangled in the fabric, halfway to the floor trying, failing to escape this dream in which i’m pressed between the pages of a book a book about every mistake i’ve ever made, written by every person i've ever met, and my body joins with the book and we become one but i would sooner burn myself alive i’d sooner burn i won’t become "Who parked their CAR, on my SANDWICH?" "I did!" "rrraaahhh" *explosion* XD XD

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released January 1, 2024

music and lyrics by despot

art by Jacob Laslo

NY screamo 4eva

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Despot New York, New York

Queer, angry, emo and cringe music from new yawk.

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Izzy Kelly, guitar/vox (she/they)
Mac Crenson, drums (he/they)
Quinn Brady, guitar/vocals (she/her)
Isaac Bromberg, bass/vocals (he/him)
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