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and perhaps what is this
02:13
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everything that’s real is scary
cut me up for two weeks and then leave
everyday a brand new terror
beckons me to hell to watch me burn
just one word's enough to make me
convince myself that i cannot breathe
catatonic strangulation
psychosomatic delusion
for three years, nothing’s changed
my brain tries to kill me
all my plans, all my dreams
turn to shit, collapsing
“Honey, your lungs are fine”
i can’t breathe, tell me why
bite the blade, so much shame
jealous eyes turn to gray
please tell me
why can’t I breathe?
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is this all i'll become?
a page torn by impressions
i am nothing if not everyone
that i’ve met every thing you’ve said
i can’t live for one more day
in this body full of hate
i stare at you with my
eyes bloodshot
while you cut
my skin, i’m splayed open
for you to
pick apart
reduce my body to dust don’t
ask me to explain anything
reduce my body to dust don’t
ask me to explain myself to you
i won’t become
i won’t become what haunts my dreams
waking up in strange places
tangled in the fabric, halfway to the floor
trying, failing to escape this dream in which i’m pressed
between the pages of a book
a book about every mistake i’ve ever made,
written by every person i've ever met,
and my body joins with the book and we become one
but i would sooner burn myself alive
i’d sooner burn
i won’t become
"Who parked their CAR, on my SANDWICH?"
"I did!"
"rrraaahhh" *explosion*
XD XD
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Despot New York, New York
Queer, angry, emo and cringe music from new yawk.
Despot
is–
Izzy Kelly, guitar/vox (she/they)
Mac Crenson, drums (he/they)
Quinn Brady, guitar/vocals (she/her)
Isaac Bromberg, bass/vocals (he/him)
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